Hilario, Kenzi.

kenzi, kenzi kenzi kenzi. It's 2:51 AM, thursday, January 1st over here, and its 6:51 PM, Friday, January 2nd over there? welll, iont know, I have forgotten. hahah. (x iont know where to start, uhmm, haha, so me and kenzi first saw eachother at this festival thing at INC. hahah, when I first saw her, I thought, "OMMG, a familiar face, kenzi!" and thats when we OFFICIALLY "hit it off," hahah. (x we're getting closer day by day. :D you're in the PI right now, and I wrote about that in my previous new years blog. I wanna tell you HELLLA misss you, and I wish you were here with me, today, to celebrate the new years with me. =/ This year, I know i'm gonna misss you, and it hasn't been the same without you. idk, it seems like theres an empty space in my body; in my heart and soul. I feel like a part of me, is misssing. A part that will never heal completely, until we reunite in our older years. hmmm, i've head MANY memories with you. Like all those sleepovers we've had, and making fun of Ms.Loggins in P.E. hahah, remember when I would come in Ms.Kuhlman's class, and we would always exchange our, hi's and hello's. Two years straight, same P.E. class. hahah, remember Ms.Crittendon's the new Ms.Logggins? and the rumor with ms.loggins and mr.amaral? haha, darnit linh-chi! (x hahah, I remeember the days we would walk to P.E, so happily, yelling at eachother, sayingg, "OH MY GOSHH!" (inside jokes,) hahah, SINGLE FILE LINE, hahah. (x you've helped me through a lot. You helped me figure out that theres a fine line betweeen friendship, and love. That its never worth fighting for a love that just interferes with your friendship. You taught me a lot, and i'm blessed I have ever met you. You were the one, who helped me along the coldest nights, who stayed up with me when I was foolish, and cried over M-----, and J----. I misss having lunch with you, I miss my twin, my bestfriend, and ugggh. I'd do anything to get you, back, here with me. But iont think that would happen, since your family neeeds you there too. But the least we could do, is send things back and forth right? OMG, remember our TACCCO? ommg, we would write in it EVERYDAY, and people would ask what it was, and we would say, "uhmm, its nothing," hahah, we shared our deepest feelings in that booook, memories. aaahhh. Welll, I just wanted to let you know, that distance doesn' mattter. I feel like your still here with me, but not physicallly, in my heart tho. You always will be, just like that one song. "cuhs you'll be in my heart, from this day on, now and forever more." Exactly, just like it. =/ Welll, happpy new years, and I hope you still remember me as the same person you did when you left the U.S. I love you Kenzi Manlapaz Hilario, and you never did leave, fully. Your spirit stays with me everyday, your words you've said to me in the past keeep me motivated, and strong, altough your in the Phillipines. I just wish, I could see you for one more day, and actually, say gooodbye.